temporary

temporary respite...i have a week with no exams (i think), still won't get much sleep though, have somewhere to go 6:30 later, and FP's midpoint will be an overnight in marj's house (asa ka pang may tulog ako don)

FP's materializing, will be there soon

feeling emotionally dettached, shouldn't last too long.

found new reasons in life, they could be more mistakes, and will probably end badly, but i'll take it anyway, for the sake of learning. :)

yes, chiara, i am a user... i've accepted that already. Using people to my advantage (and getting used in the process) flows through me as naturally as my blood flow, so i can't help it.

everything in life is temporary, that's why people act the way they are. we only have one life to live so we try to live it as it lasts, and we have to give up somethings to pursue what we truly want. The things in life aren't here forever, so we try to enjoy it while it lasts, when it's gone, it probably won't be coming back. But when you figure out that even emotions can be temporary, you start losing sight of the point of living life. You will enjoy it, but for how long? You will be depressed, but for how long?

and that is why people act the way they do. they just have their own versions of enjoying life or just waiting for it to end.