we will be strangers until we die

the line above is from Bambi's forum signature. i have no idea what it means, but it kinda makes me think...we never really knew each other that well even if we thought we are "friends."

at nauutusan na naman niya ako. partly, i don't want to disappoint... too many people shed tears because of my incompetence, and i am trying to win her favor... partly, i don't think it would be fair for me, my past, and her... the whole thought of my distancing is to be free from relationships for a while... the light hardly even began to flicker, and already i can feel the flame dying out...

naalala ako ng kapatid ko nung naubusan siya ng friends na makakasama...bigla na lang nagtext na sabay kami magdinner. Tinatamad akong lumabas, sinabi ko sa roommate ko na papakilala ko siya sa kapatid ko... siya na lang maging boyfriend niya para siya na lang maging kasama niya sa pafkain... tinawag ba naman akong "kuya" ni roommate... *gago ka rodel* (kaya sumama na lang ako sa kapatid ko para magdinner)

and thoughts finalizing... maybe i should finish (urr..start) my PI 100 exam...

thougts... at least i got good nights (every now and then)