to be important

sometimes i think i'm being too nice to people in such a way that it becomes misleading...for some reason, i have this strange desire to be important in their lives... does it matter? when i think about it, i'd rather be insignificant... this way it wouldn't be too hard to exit as soon as the person's purpose for me expires...

when i realize these things, i tend to distant myself from people...i do not have to or even want to matter too much in their lives...it would be too much trouble for both parties (and any third parties related).

regrets...you realize that something is wrong too late...

had too much cherry coke (currently my favorite flavor)...regular coke tastes sour now... this is probably what they mean by too much of a good thing... *sigh* :p