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today all about being a burden. no matter how much you try to be useful, as long as you're born in the gemini zodiac and your parents gave you initals EVL, you'll end up becoming a curse to all the people you've been trying to be a blessing to. no matter how much you try to lighten loads or make lives more comfortable, you'll end up being the cross they have to carry...the cement wings on their shoulders...the shadow that suddenly gains weight...why is it that the people i don't care about gets the best from me while the people i care for end up having to put up with my worst performance... how can i make people i don't care about feel good about themselves and end up hurting those i hold dear... maybe God enjoys making me hope and making me care for things just to have the joy of turning them into the stakes that pierce my dark, corrupted heart. (simon belmont must die!)

...when you mess up with something once, maybe it's best never to try again...