seriously?

moment of rest, feels nice...my brain feels weird, cannot type well...

it has been the best of times, it has been the worst of times... and i am enjoying myself somewhere in the middle.

depression feels so distant now... it's almost weird... not even the fact that i need an 80 all over again depressed me this time.

decided to just enjoy what i have right now...even if i'm not sure what it is. didn't want to feel this way, but after the results of this week... i guess it should be fine, right?

but as usual... i have to give up on things.

life...living it is just so costly, but it's the way we manage these costs that makes it so much fun to live. :)