...when things aren't the way you want them to be
...when you get bound to do things you never wanted to
...when your earlier decisions create an inevitable causal effect beyond your tolerance
...when you're tortured by some very small things
...when your back is aching like hell
...when they do the very things you don't want them to
...when you have a ton to read and a pint to read them
...when you have an assignment you don't understand
...when you just failed an exam
...when the squarerroot of four turns to twelve
...when your calculator goes missing when exam is impending
...when 1+1 cannot to mentally solved
...when you are forced to do x things after saying for the xth time that i will never be forced to do something like this again.
...when you simply have had enough and they still do not stop
...when they get mad when you are the one who was supposed to get mad
...when they throw you down, step on you, crush you to pieces, burn whatever remains, take a leafblower, scatter your dust, then build you up again just to do the process all over again
...when they try to act cute and docile whenever they need something from you (forgiveness included)
...when they become nice despite the fact that their niceness is even more torturing than their not-niceness
...when you have a lot more to complain about but have other stuff to do
...when you have your shirt inside-out
...when your left shoe is black and your right is white
...when your blog seems to be updated everyday because of all the accrued emotions you need to expend
...when your bag is never cleaned
...when you don't have a pen for an exam
...when they won't shut up
...when they discard you the very moment you aren't needed
...when you see them crying over things that seem trivial
...when they loose the very things important to them
...when they say the weirdest things
...when they suddenly open up
...when they keep to themselves the things you want to hear and speak of the things you'd rather not hear
...when they leave to someplace very far away
...when you will never again taste their heavenly baking
...when your arms grow numb from the coldness of the room
...whenever else you want to
smile and the world smiles at you.
as long as you keep smiling, the world would resolve to smile back and everything will be fine and dandy again...
so what happens if i just stop smiling?
