doubts and stuff (dear reader, you won't understand anything)

tried to study law and do an accounting assignment today. Progress: 68 pages, 1/3 problems, over 48 hours to do it, around 12 remaining, half reserved for sleep. maybe i just want to quit studying...or maybe i just want a break (don't want to be a slacker all my life, but i can't handle this much stress for too long)

on the other side...more stress and doubts... people are simply too inconsistent, and it's starting to get to me. A will never be B, so what right does C have to become D.

interviewed three applicants yesterday (blogging about it now)... wasn't able to make any of them cry (despite significant effort on the second). They were tougher than i thought. :) and they memorize good. All three did good objectively, passed situationally and subjectively.

she was weird yesterday...

passed by yakal lobby around 6 times today, she wasn't there... *sigh* angels... maybe if things were just a little different... maybe some people belong to too distant worlds.

memory of the day: "You will never reach an angel"

on the ligher side, there will always be fish. :)